WHOOSH.
marche tmr! ((((((:
that will be one thing striked off my wishlist.
AWESOME.
can't wait. the excitement!
i want mushroom soup.
i want the pancake thingy, banana filled, or something else maybe.
i want the strips of potato thingy.
OH MY.
M-A-R-C-H-E. (:
thank you thank you very much.
22:44
i wished i didn't turn on the computer la.
i just didn't feel like using it. cos there's nothing to do.
i've got nothing planned. time flies. even when you're at home, stoning.
suntec tmr with dad. haha. maybe we can go mache! like finally. -hopes-
luckily, i have no tuition on friday. (:
it's not like i have plans or anything. everything's been pushed forward.
but i'm staying at home. i just need to stay at home. i love home! :D
bought marshmellows last night. but dad doesn't let me cook it. not even over a candle. -.-'
and now it's all hard and yucky. i should have bought the other brand.
AIYA. I'M FEELING OUT OF POINT LA.
mom's on block leave next week! (:
means more shopping and more eating. and more spending of money. hahaha.
but it's all good. can't wait.
mom's always been so busy and then she returns home, tired, and i never get to talk to her. ):
HEY YOU!
I MISS YOU, A LOT.
and..
KELLY LOW.
COME BACK HOME.
i know, s-t-r-a-n-g-e.
18:51
whee! (:
i've completed my superdeeduper long wishlist. i estimated about 15 things that i could easily get, if i had money. i've only got $50 right now. ): so i better start saving. then can go shopping!
i'm totally crazed over shopping larr. not good okay. then i'm gonna become like a spendthrift. and i don't like that. ):
i did up the blog. added the few more pages. and i took like.. how long? about an hour or so la.
cos since the post earlier. til i started. i was searching imdb for oliver james!!
i have a thing for people who can play the guitar. OKAY. maybe i just superbly admiredly adore them. nothing more, i think. HAHAHA.
i think it's kinda messy right now. cos the links to the pages are jumbled up.
i meant it, really.
certain words match. and then certain are alike.
i just had this inspiration in the middle of last night.
you know, i should stop waking up at noon.
but i'm not changing anything about the sleeping time. HEHE.
17:12
i'm like some tv addicted freak.
can't stop watching. i feel like i'm growing fat already.
i'm gonna try and do up a few more pages for the blog. including a wishlist. and erm. that one will be superbly long. HAHAHA. but it's best to know what i want. so i don't go buying stuff that i don't really require. like new tshirts. HAHA. but shopping kills -whatever-.
doesn't anyone think i'm more girly? HAHA.
but i won't become TOO girlish.
it's way too EW for me.
but don't expect me to come to the stage where i'll be wearing HEELS and a MINISKIRT carrying a HANDBAG and strutting my stuff down orchard road.
there's a chance for wearing a pair of slippers. as in, the no/low heel pretty pretty type.
oh man. we'll see how the new year goes. but expect some changes, some SHOCKING changes. (i'm exaggerating really)
i need to go the library real bad. ):
no one's gonna accompany me after FCBC moves to the expo.
i wish there was a library at the airport.
maybe if i wish real hard it'll magically appear. hahaha.
suntec on thursday. not friday.
i pray for marche.
i'm too lazy to do anything now.
not even tuition hmwk. YAWN.
watched what a girl wants on hbo just now. looks like previews end today. ):
i want hbo! and i can only dream.
what a girl wants is pretty nice. but i'm not a huge fan of amanda bynes.
but.. OLIVER JAMES.
OH MY. -deep breaths-
sarah dessen books (:
15:49
i'm doing one of the lamest thing everrr.
-zipped-
i'm thinking of changing blogskin again. this one is getting boring. but it's new!
but i'm not gonna sit in front of the computer for an hour editing it. so no plans of changing it, YET.
i spent half an hour editing the cell's one. i didn't do much to it anyways. -.-' just switched around some stuff.
and now my blog has a new front page. whatever you call that. dance dance by fall out boy! i didn't like that song much. but now, it's nice nice nice. (: i'm totally crazed. replayed it over and over again. but no one can take the place of the click five. (: who cares if they're only known for their 'just the girl' in singapore. in the US, they're super known. sigh. i so wanna be there! -faints* hms. but mtv viewers should know them since they released their 'catch your wave' video. and i missed it. ): i need to watch it. watching on the internet is no good. it's HORRIBLE. and launch has something wrong larr.
i didn't know they recorded the time you know. my blog. hahaha. i thought there weren't any time. i remember trying to add it there. and i guess i succeeded, without knowing. -.-'
i'm super blur i tell you. i've grown even blurrer than ever. these teenage years must be getting to me. haha. whatever that means.
this saturday is the last service at tct ever. ):
means no more library time with joyce? no can do man.
what about HRBC?
i wish there was a library at changi airport. heheh.
maybe there is. haha. for people on transfer flights. but that'll mean it's inside. AIYA.
i guess there's the good and bad.
skytrain! (:
and i'll be there when terminal 3 opens up! OH MY.
i love this life.
MAX PAVILION. ((:
the girl next door by blink 182 is nice. (:
i think we're alone now by the click five is better. ((:
any songs by the click five is nice, cos you'll learn to love it. I DID. ((((((:
does too much sugar really make you go hyperishly HIGH?
15:24
woke up and it was nearly noon time.
i awoke at 1015. but it's still EARLY. so i continued sleeping.
mom's not home. so she won't nag.
watched tv. dad bought lunch. cooked french fries. i'm not supposed to be eating them. dad needs to load up on carbs and sodium. but hahaha. i cooked it, more like microwaved it, so i deserve some. hehe. more like a lot. (: and he bought 3kg of fries. so hahaha. it'll be a fries week ahead.
i love the preview channel. hbo! ((:
indiana jones and the last crusade later at 1615. can't wait.
tuition on wednesday.
i never liked chinese tuition. except for tien hsia at orchard.
marche this friday,
don't let me down.
14:43
now they don't let me access friendster. what kinda crap is this.
woke up at noon. if it weren't for my alarm going off at 12. i didn't think i'd sleep that late.
boring day. woke up at 12. been watching tv all the way. so there's the pause for half hour for piano polishing and guitar tuning. then it's back to the black box. stare at it, no one complained. which is good and surprising, really. then another pause for half hour to bathe. and back to the tv set. sigh. it's been tv tv tv all day. it's not a bad thing. i discovered that 'zoey 101' is a pretty cool show. hahaha.
dad's gotta collect his marathon stuff this friday at suntec. so i'm following along. cos mom asked him to bring me to marche! (((: like finally. whoopeedoo. okay, that was random.
you know. i think guys in tuxedos are super hott. hahahaha. i'm seriously. ever seen zack and cody in tuxs? haha. or THE CLICK FIVE??? -faints*
it's hard to think we've come this far.
20:11
now they don't let me access friendster. what kinda crap is this.
woke up at noon. if it weren't for my alarm going off at 12. i didn't think i'd sleep that late.
boring day. woke up at 12. been watching tv all the way. so there's the pause for half hour for piano polishing and guitar tuning. then it's back to the black box. stare at it, no one complained. which is good and surprising, really. then another pause for half hour to bathe. and back to the tv set. sigh. it's been tv tv tv all day. it's not a bad thing. i discovered that 'zoey 101' is a pretty cool show. hahaha.
dad's gotta collect his marathon stuff this friday at suntec. so i'm following along. cos mom asked him to bring me to marche! (((: like finally. whoopeedoo. okay, that was random.
you know. i think guys in tuxedos are super hott. hahahaha. i'm seriously. ever seen zack and cody in tuxs? haha. or THE CLICK FIVE??? -faints*
it's hard to think we've come this far.
20:11
yesterday. after dinner. my mom wanted to go walking, namely shopping la. so we went to bukit timah's supermarket. haha. supposedly to take a walk around and look see look see. but ended up coming home with a trolley full of stuff. i bought a whole lot of titbits. (: i bought wafer, and butter cookies, and milk, and canned soups, and two tubs of ice cream. i think my parents were really nice. haha. they've been really nice lately, and i like that. a lot. ((:
today. had network meeting at tc. alrights. no big deal. but there are a lot of church events coming up. and i'm feeling excited. whoohoo. decided to stay at tc for service with cherissa, peishi and tammy. sat upstairs. whee. mm. vanessa came up to pull us down to the front. haha. never really been down to the front during a service before, except those major huge ones. but it's pretty awesome. the feeling's all different. the tc people are more enthusiastic, you know. and i like it. so what if tct is home, we're all still one big family. i always feel like falling asleep during sermon. TSK. but i don't know. it kinda spoke to me today, slightly. haha. parkway parade. went for dinner at yoshi. wanted to go pastamania, but no seats. but yoshi's good. (: supposed to go macs for dessert. but no one wanted to eat. and i had to go home. if not i'll probably reach back at 10pm. TSK. so i took the bus. sat there for the 1 hour bus ride. listened to the click five. had to replay the whole disc again. haha. reached home on track 5. and i really had to go to the toilet badly. i considered getting down from the bus to go to the toilet. but i didn't. seriously, i know, go to the toilet before any long trips, especially if there are no rest stops. HAHAHA. hms. i don't know.
i thought maybe we'd be like best friends. but things changed along the way. i know i did. for the better or worse, how would i know? the air of silence scares me. and i don't like it. it's as if we're two totally different people at different times. there's reality and then there's the internet. i don't know. and then there's you, passing cloud? perhaps not. everything's gonna be blowing back straight at me come the big move. and it's gonna pour on me. and i'm seriously gonna be totally confused. or maybe not, if i can straighten things out on my own now. things are gonna start getting bumpy. but i know i'll survive.
supper time.
i think i'll have some ice cream. chocolate and straweberry? or chocolate chip?
22:12
to me, blogging is like a daily routine. sheesh. don't blog and you'll feel something's empty. it's stupid really, when you don't even feel like blogging at all.
remember? came back from camp yesterday? slept at 1300 to 2100? i went back to bed at 0300, and then woke up at 1300. whoa. like some sleeping cycle. glad i totally cancelled tuition, you know. if not i'll be like a zombie.
been a couch potato for three hours so far. so now i'm just gonna stare at the computer screen.
congre meeting tmr. who knows, don't know if i'll be at tc or tct. if it ends late, then DUH, tc larr. but if it ends early, back to tct. a half hour long bus ride back. but somehow, i don't know. why travel so far, when you're already at tc? HECK. i'll see how everything goes. second last service tmr. i don't know anything man. i'm too tired to think.
15:55
i watched Pepsi Smash Exclusive: The Incident by The Click Five on freevideocodes.com/megadb
totally awesome! very very cool. oh my. listening to them sing 'just the girl' acapella is totally nice. -faints*
i think i'm in love! hahas.
it's 0025. and i'm still here. but trust me, if i hit the bed, i'll fall right back to sleep.
after watching more of the click five again. (:
00:19
rocking on ;
camp day 1.
training day.
it passed pretty quickly surprisingly.
slept in the hall. fans were on. the rain was on and off.
camp day 2.
day i/c. had firedrill. so i couldn't sleep. just in case i couldn't awake.
1.35am. the whistle finally went.
screw that. i didn't even know what to do.
went back to sleep. only to find out there's another one coming.
nothing went off. fell asleep. but awoke on and off. had about 2 hours of rest.
bonding day.
management crisis i was with bravo.
team building games. i was a station master. and screw that la. i didn't know what to do.
csi: suspicion. it rocks okay. the games were pretty cool. and it's overall really cool alrights.
then had water bomb fight. what's a camp without water bombs.
and flour time. self-raising flour. then took the extra flour and it started snowing on people's heads. and down their shirts. EEK. water+flour= dough. and it stinks alrights. yuck.
bath time. weird clanking noises. logical explanation please. sheesh.
red cross idol. hey, it rocks. i laughed so hard til my stomach hurt. hehehe.
cheers are fun. (: [purple line, in the valley. that is where i want to be. with my friends and close companions. with my back and buddies and me] [i've got something to show you. something that is yellow and long. one banana! two banana! three banana! four! HEY. five banana! six banana! HEY.]
i love camp cheers. i always have. EFL memories. sigh.
slept in greenlodge.
perfect larr, my period had to come. it's annoying really. kept complaining that i needed tight underwear. haha. so i wouldn't be surprised if everyone knew. i was so 'open'. hahaha.
camp day 3.
we were still awake after midnight. appraisal of seniors. i was tired la. but seriously, it's pretty touching to hear people say really nice things about others. sniffles. several times, i had to blink back tears la. i cry easily at this kinda things. HA. slept about 1.30am. melissa said i sleep like i'm sunbathing? -.-' i was just sleeping you know.
the aircon is nice. not as cold as the hall. which is good. cos it didn't rain la. hahas.
woke up at 0618, everyone was still asleep so i carried on sleeping. 0640. i awoke, honey awoke, told her it's 0640, so she woke everyone else up. day i/c wad. hahas.
didn't even have time to brush teeth.
marshmellow thing. it's pretty gross la. unless.. but taking it from the strings above, now that's cool.
area cleaning.
final debrief and appraisal of juniors.
dad picked me, tammy and kelly.
headed home. (:
the camp's pretty cool overall.
i'm proud of the seniors. they did great. (:
i think we're all closer now.
no regrets.
my beloved charlie group, i'm really really proud of you guys. you guys did good. you guys made me proud. and from what some of you guys said during appraisal, i'm touched. sniffles. you guys are overall champion, you guys did great! you guys all turned up for camp. you guys chipped in for everything. thanks ever so much. ((: you don't know how proud i am of you guys.
unpacked the dirty laundry. then bathed.
watched tv. fell asleep on the bench.
dad sent me up to sleep.
i fell asleep at 1315 0 or even earlier. charlene called later on at about 1330. asking whether i was in school. i don't remember having the conversation. half of me was sleeping. haha.
slept right through. and awoke at 2040 when shahilia smsed me saying that daniel radcliffe was on trl. OH MY. -faints*
watched tv. mom was home already. dad out for office cleansing. mom cooked instant mee for me. watched some more tv. and now i'm here. cancelled tuition for tmr. i need some time at home to 'recuperate'. i just need to rest la. i'm really tired after camp and all. and i need to get used to being home again, finally. (:
it's 0029. and it's friday already.
i think it's time for me to get back to bed. but first. to brush my teeth. haven't brushed since wednesday morning. YUCKS.
23:29
i watched the video.
i watched the video.
i watched the video.
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i watched the video.
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i watched the video.
i watched the video.
i watched the video.
sorry man. just saying i watched the video! catch your wave! ((((((:
i need to watch it on tv. seriously, i HAVE to watch it. yeah? but when. i can't catch trl tmr afternoon. nuh uh. i won't be home tmr. I CAN BLOODY HELL CRY.
i've been watching too much mtv yeah?
i'm gonna be homesick tmr. ):
i will miss MY click five. hehes.
never thought i'd be crazy over anything since harry potter. but now you've got it, and it's not even ENTIRELY famous in singapore. ):
I AM GETTING THE ALBUM. I DON'T CARE.
a few minutes later.
'we are experiencing technical difficulties.
we are experiencing technical difficulties??!!
i can't watch anything else already. and i had oh so much plans.
i'm feeling homesick already.
so i'm at home. but i'm feeling homesick already. i don't wanna go for camp. i wanna stay at home. i'll miss you my dear bed, pillows, bolster, blanket, aircon, cable tv, sofa, bench, computer, internet and a whole lot of other things. ):
21:52
i've made so many smses, so many calls today. i'm darn tired after all this.
tuition today. i scheduled it a bit too early. so i was standing at the bus stop. it's just one bus stop. and it was 12. if i knew there were ppl in school, i would have gone there earlier. aiya. so i was standing there like some stupid idiot watching thousands of busses pass by. 1230, took 275. loop di loop. dropped outside school. still early. meeting at 1330. what d'ya expect? so i stood at the streaming results, surprisingly, they're still there, if i knew, i wouldn't have gone to school that day. haiyo. took down all the names of our class ppl. 37 or 38 in all la. i can already name ppl whom i most probably won't get along with. man, me and honey both don't like our class. ): depressing.
okay. met amanda they all in the canteen. planned out the class register. i'm nuts la. juanita said so. hahas.
briefing and all. alrights. i'm not THAT against camp anymore, but it doesn't mean i ain't still okay.
parents picked me up.
went to have lunch. it's pretty good. charsiew rice and szechuan soup. (: i love the vegetables. good good food. (:
bought face wipes for camp. and my 1.5litre waterbottle that is yet to be labelled. sheesh. walked one whole big round in search of ice mountain brand. in the end, bought at 7eleven. sheesh.
homed.
packed for camp. and yes, i'm all geared up and ready.
made numerous phone calls and smses. i really hope i don't go over my 700 limit. if not my mom will confiscate my dear phone for a month. and i can't live with that. but i don't really need my phone to survive la. which is good. (:
watched tv.
fell asleep.
parents went jogging. and i was still sleeping.
bathed. they weren't home yet.
watched a bit of harry potter. while eating dinner.
camp. i'll be gone for 3days 2nights. away from camp and civilisation. alrights. i'll only be in school. but i do'nt think i can survive la. nothing's gonna scare me now. not even the toilets or the night spent in school. EEK.
AHH! shahilia smsed about the click five launching 'catch your wave' video on mtv's trl. and i missed it. saddening alrights. now, i'm watching it on launch! ((((:
sugar we're going down ; swinging
21:03
today wasn't sucha a screwed up day. but it still damn is.
i'm not pmsing. that's for sure. i'm just full of hatred. for everything and anything. it wouldn't happen if ___. but it's happening alrights. and some just don't get the picture. blind like a cow ah.
watched tv.
read books.
lazed around.
went changi village for dinner. yep. faraway place. at the other side of singapore. -.-' BIG DEAL. (like i said, i'm full of hatred right now)
so dad says i have to go for camp, unless i have a valid reason, or fall sick within the next two days.
i feel like going, yet i don't feel like going.
i'm feeling so.. i can't say this, i'm not a girl of obscenities.
have some meeting thing tmr. annoying. in school uniform. beat the crap out of me man.
tuition before that. i wouldn't have to wake up so early if it wasn't for the meeting. my tuition was supposed to be at 1pm.
next year. if i'm offered ___. i won't take it. i really don't deserve it. i hate ___. so go away and leave me alone.
i've already got comfirmed plans for the last week of the school holidays. (:
one of the days, out with zhihui and probably dolly. let the three unite again.
then me and zhihui shall drop by clippers for a snip snip of our hair. (:
and watch chronicles of narnia. and i'll probably go crazy over that. hehes. sky high! -faints*
now this, makes me feel happy. (:
you know what, i think i'm just pmsing. but about ___, it's not pmsing, it's real.
i'm feeling so damn fucked up right now. (who said i can't be a girl of obscenities in white?)
i have to do what i want before the end of the holidays.
i really want tennis lessons.
i really want electric guitar lessons.
i really want to go marche.
i really want the click five.. album.
i really want a fender stratocaster guitar. a blue and white one.
i know not all can be completed. probably only three out of the five.
i'm not gonna fall back into depression, been there, done that, and i didn't like it. i HATED it.
but hey, i'm still full of hatred.
22:03
i'm sunburnt. my face is 'as red as a tomato', i'm quoting from joyce's blog here. my legs are burnt and so are my arms. surprisingly, my back ain't. my face is just super super super burnt. i can't even scratch my nose without hurting. but it's not as painful as i expected.
woke up earlier than expected. forgot about the 24hr prayer thing. hehes.
watched tv. top 50 teen idols on mtv. but they only completed half. no fair. i'll watch again tmr. 11am. gotcha. (:
went out for lunch. herbal chicken soup. i haven't eaten rice for a very long time. the last time was thursday. and yam rice doesn't count.
hms. mom went shopping. walked past giodarno. bought three polo tees. buy 2 get 1 free. (: i bought a beige and orange one. finally, an orange one. (: i need a red one now. mom bought a black one. hahas.
dropped by the library before church. joyce was supposed to be there. but she got lost while travelling on 16. hahas. i borrowed 8 books already.
church. collected the big move tshirt. it's boring really. don't really like it. so i'm gonna wear a polo shirt inside. to fashion it up a bit. (: they gave out bands on the big move too. i got an orange one to match my shirt. (: worship felt empty, i guess maybe the music wasn't loud enough, or maybe all the events just blocked out the music. the sermon. oh don't ask me one crap thing about it. i wasn't even listening. i was sleepy. and what do you do when you're sleepy? you fall asleep. which i did. woke up when he was about to end. hehes.
dinner at hawker. my favouritest prawn mee disappeared. ):
library after that. borrowed another 8 books. hahas. so i have a total of 20 books at home. borrowed two books on electric guitars. hopefully it'll give my parents a hint of what i want for christmas. electric guitar at yamaha costs $394 only. amplifier's only how much. and they offer lead guitar courses too. i hope it covers the rhythmic part too.
parents picked me up after that.
i feel super sucky today.
i'm thinking of all crap reasons to skip camp.
but my dad won't hear of it. i don't wanna go. not cos of the leaders thingy crap. but i just hate camps. and redcross is seriously not my thing.
sometimes i wonder, if i had joined some other cca last year, would my life in school be different. maybe it'd have been better if i stuck to guides. it's the choices we make that affect our life. somehow, i feel like i'd regret this. i knew from the start it wouldn't be right.
i'm getting hungry. shall cook noodles later. hehes. -i think-
21:38
whoa. really happy with new blogskin. i took one hour to do some editing and additing. hahas. erm. but i'm proud of it! accomplishments feel good. (:
18:54
woke up 3 minutes earlier than my alarm clock. (:
even though i slept at 2am plus. i went to bed at 1am. but please, i woke up at noon, what d'ya expect. tossing and turning. but i fell asleep in the end. hahas. i think i'm switching back to aircon now. it's cooler. nods.
parents dropped me off at harbourfront. met the people at macs at 0730.
chatted a while. then off to take the bus to sentosa.
then yellow line bus to palawan beach. we should go somewhere else next time yeah? like the secluded tanjung beach. hahas.
reached there about 0830. went to 7eleven and bought chips and water.
headed to the spot near the rocks. i was hoping of keeping dry, but please, you're at the beach. i hate sea water. it's salty. there's tiny, small and medium fishies swimming in the sea.
sunbathing. (: took of shirt, so now leaves a sports bra mark. hahas. shall get a racer back to the trick next time. put on shades. and now, my face hurts. sunburnt i think. hahas. i'm not regretting it though. hehes. dug holes, made moats, built an island thing.
at noon, had chips. then headed back to 7eleven to buy cup noodles. sat at the tram stop to eat.
walked over to the southern most point. sat at the beach. made our island thingy again. this time it was deep, until we saw water. :D
suntanned some more. the marks of the shades can be seen. and yupp, i'm sunburnt on my face. hahas. it's what i got for staying in the sun. hahaha. i have the sports bra mark too. whee! (: i really need a racer back. can't keep being so obscene. hehes. there was this fish-like thingy chewing on my elbow joints. ow.
alrights.
wanted to take the luge but didn't. next time yeah? before school reopens? more suntanning! or in my case, sunburning. hehes. i've realised that i don't like sea water. you don't know what you cannot see. unless it's clear water (reminds me of penelope clearwater in harry potter) and pretty soft sanded beaches. which cannot be found in singapore. HA.
after that, bathed. didn't take the luge, next time lor.
bussed back to harbourfront. went to pastamania to eat. creamy chicken. hms. i'm sticking to the others next time round. it's way too creamy.
went to starbucks. finally got my mocha frappucino. i prefer coffee bean's. and both airport and expo has it. (: can't wait for the big move, seriously.
walked to the interchange. took 963 home. i didn't want to take 97. fell asleep on the way home.
late dinner at redhill with my parents. (i think i spend more time with my parents than anyone else i know)
had kway chap. after a long long time. i really miss it. and i really love it. hahas. not the weirdo things though. i eat some of them, but it's just weird. hahas.
church tmr. library before and after. can't return all, i haven't read all. but i'm still borrowing. hahas. but i'll be at camp next week. what the hell. i'm seriously dreading it. i dread all camps. but this one is different, i really really dread it. YIKES. but library tmr, the HRBC people are gonna get together.
things i want to do before the end of holidays.
- get the click five album
- eat marche
- eat pizza hut (pepporoni please, and other things too)
- sentosa again
- tennis with dad
once it's all completed. i'll be happy. you can scratch the third one, i don't really care. but the others are a MUST MUST MUST. especially the first and last one. OH MAN. my face burns. so does my arms. and legs. it's burns. wonder where i heard that before.
game time. (:
16:57
there's something wrong. i can't edit posts like how it is.
so i'm posting, again and again. hahas.
i just realised. that all the harry potter movies were watched at gv grand. coincidental much?
i watched the second one there, i'm pretty sure. and the following two too.
the first one? my dad bought the pirated one. hahas. but i think i've thrown it away. illegal much. but the first movie sparked my interest in harry potter. i never read the first book to be honest. watched it only, and fell in love with it!! hahas. then i bought all the books, and read. and loved harry potter eversince.
WHEE!
21:41
OH MY OH MY OH MY MY.
i think i can faint. from all these click five craziness.
oh man oh man.
i just watched the 'catch your wave' video on mtv.com. it's been released on trl, and i didn't watch it. argh. unluckiness. they're better known in the US, than in singapore.
I SWEAR. i have to get the click five album! so what if it costs $39. i have to get it!
total crazy over the click five.
but hey, i'm making it a point, the people's cds, i have to get.
-the click five
-simple plan (from no pads, no helmets... just balls)
-good charlotte (from young and hopeless)
-jesse mccartney
-aaron carter (after oh aaron)
i want rooster's 'come get some'. and busted's 'a present for everyone'.
but seriously, i know i'm dreaming.
but hey. it's nice to dream. hahas.
OH MY.
THE CLICK FIVE. -squeals.
21:32
SQUEALS SQUEALS SQUEALS AND MORE SQUEALS.
GOF rocks, BIG time! (((((((((:
i love it so totally much! MORE SQUEALS.
OH MY GOSH. MORE MORE MORE SQUEALS.
so there are some errors here and there which i'm not really happy about. but beats watching it with complain freaks. i prefer the other dumbledore. he's much wiser. this one seems so rough and violent. i'll give the movie 4 stars. i'm not being biased. i'd give sky high a 4.5 though. hehes. but GOF is still good. REALLY good. like i said, certain things are still... i just don't like it when they change the story. anyways. just go catch the movie, while i wait for the vcd or dvd to come out. inclusive of sky high's too. seriously, it's a must-see. (:
and malfoy is still looking OH SO FINE in this movie. better than the other three, yeah. still, he looks OH SO HOTT.
and have i mentioned, cedric diggory is looking OH SO HOTT too.
-faints*
alrights. so cho chang is pretty. pretty annoying. i'm sorry. scratch that. hahas. A LINE! FROM THE MOVIE! okay, chill. hms. she's pretty. okay, she really is pretty. but what the heck, i'm still jealous. ><
awaiting chronicles of narnia. i have to watch that too. oh my 3 movies during the holiday. what a breakthrough! hahas. and harry potter book 7 next year, or so they say..
sentosa tmr. harbourfront at 0730. you're gonna kill me. sunbathing. water splashing. and stay until who knows what time. dinner at harbourfront? my mom didn't seem to mine. gosh, another new breakthrough. hahas. but i'm looking forward to it. my ripples slipper has gone haywire. but who cares, it's slippers, and it's $9.90. not haywire la, the words at the side are peeling off, by tmr, it'll peel off even more. oh man. let's play play play. (: can't wait.
i've already set on tuition next year on saturdays. oh man. kill me. british council. for two whole hours. so i guess, it's back to those tien hsia days again. sigh.
remember cedric diggory.
the HOTT guy that died in the movie.
curse that avada kedavra. ):
but malfoy lives on.
the HOTT guy that didn't die in the movie
curse his death eater father. (:
but bad boys rule. winks.
20:10
online booking rules! (:
watching harry potter. with comfirmed seats, and paid already.
watching at gv grand at 3.40pm. whoosh! total excitement!
last row seats too. oh, they're corner. but i'll live with it. (:
21:25
i'm so totally bored. my dad's rushing me for the computer. but i have no plans of getting it off just yet. hehes. been watching mtv the whole day. and a little bit of nickelodeon to i guess. aiya. not my fault i'm bored you know. mtv later for screen at 6.30pm. harry potter time. (:
change of plans. i'm watching harry potter tmr. whoohoo! mom doesn't wanna watch. so it's gonna be just me and dad. hms. but dad wants to watch at tiong bahru. i don't want. eek. how about jurong point or great world. not tiong bahru. i've just got something against it man. hehes.
woke up in the morning. and i was super sleepy still. i slept at 2am. that's not considered late lately. but i wake up at 9.30 for tuition. then yeah, i suppose so. nothing on later. i'm still craving for marche, rosti! movenpick! mushroom soup! oh my. i want to go eat la! marche marche marche!!! :D
sentosa on friday. let's play beach volleyball. but no bikinis man. hahahas. dream ah. bikini. eek.
HARRY POTTER. -squeals* and faints 2 seconds later.
16:24
RULES OF THE GAME:
1. post five weird/random stuff about yourself
2. at the end of your post, list the names of 5 people who you want
3. next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules
Five weird/random stuff about me:
i'm a sudden turned bookworm during the holidays.
thick textbooks scare me. (don't tell me it's for two years)
i'm crazy over the click five.
i'm crazy crazy over sky high.
i can't wait for the new school year.
Next 5 people to do this quiz:
kelly
joyce
michelle
dorcas
honey
15:49
computer crashed on me. while blogging.
maybe it wasn't meant to be there.
-three saint anne, here i come!
-bought school books. the thick books are scaring me.
-tuitioned. the goldfishes are cute.
went for the britisth council assesment test. going for saturday classes, proficiency in english. (: starts next year. i'm not dismayed or anything. i really want to go. i want to score better! hahas. suddenly i'm so motivated to study. but don't count on me reading the textbooks or even.. macbeth. i flipped through the physics book. it's scared the living daylights out of me. it's so many electricity thing. i'm looking forward to the new year.
lunched at forum, genki sushi. the chawanmushi was nice. maybe i should have taken the sushi. and the bento set was a bit too much. teehees. soft shell crab was yummy.
i think we're going somewhere during the holidays. up to johore only. cos i heard my dad and kelly's dad talking. something about horseback riding and bowling and golf-ing. -.-' a little trip away from singapore would do some good i guess. i love hotels. (: definitely december. hahas. after kelly comes back from new zealand. wow. jetboat rides are totally awesome! 360degrees of fun? no. 360degrees turn. total coolness. i have a photo to prove it. favourite places in the world? yep. australia especially perth and new zealand especially christchurch. oh man. i wanna go back. but i wanna go somewhere cold too. don't count on it this year. but i know next year will. and definitely after my Os. (: time is gonna fly. really fast the next two years. but come what may, i'll be prepared. i hope. i just want all the best.
i'm still dying to go marche to eat. sigh. wonder what's up for tonight. i'm dreading camp. i suddenly have this pang that i don't wanna go, that i'm gonna regret it. who knows. i may return regretting that i regretted it. i'm confusing myself.
tuition tmr. a free thursday. and cell outing on friday, sentosa time. church on saturday. a free sunday. harry potter monday. camp til thursday. and when i return, it'll be the last episode of lost. whoosh. (:
16:41
okay. this really proves that i'm a psycho or something. technopath? -faints*
anyways.
sudden craze over skateboarding? okay. i just think the skateboard is cool. and the sport i guess, i don't know. the skateboard is cool. skateboarding for me ain't cool. the sport is cool. haha. extreme sports are always cool. like rollerblading stunts. whoosh. can seriously blow you off your feet. but skateboard? it's like so punked kinda thing. i don't know la. but it's cool. hahaha.
it's 11.12pm. i should be doing my tuition hmwk. instead of sitting in front of the computer, playing neopets. -.-'
23:10
mom said my flesh imp shirt shrunk. eh? please no, it didn't look like it did though, i hope not.
zhihui, have you worn yours yet? did it shrink?
haven't done my tuition hmwk yet. teehees. i'll do it later la. like really later. before i start on my late night reading things.
read finished two books last night, more like this early morning. one thick one, and one super thin one (which i finished in 25 minutes ; 75 pages). just finished another one that joyce recommended. it was alright la, should have and could have been sweeter though. gonna try to finish another one tonight. whoohoos!
went out for dinner, curry fish head. AGAIN. it's too many times in a month. but with dad's friends. aiya. i'm not really in the mood right now man.
HA. more minesweeping action with isaac again. -.-' he bailed on me the last time. when i was about to win!
gonna get back streaming results. heck la.
then buy school books. don't worry, i'm not gonna read them. just flip through.
then there's tuition.
and nothing else.
watching harry potter on the 21november. wednesday is definitely gonna be full. thursday night, my mom has cell meeting, and i wanna watch lost. the weekend tickets cost more. -.-' so monday. there you have it. and i like it! (: more popcorn. salted and sweetened. and more zappel!
hate paragraph ;
___ tries to get me high by talking about sky high, it won't work. becuase there's no magic in her. it won't bring the hyperactiveness out that sky high causes like saturday. if it was someone else, SURE, it'll 101% work. but, it's you.
you don't have the rights to prebook tickets for harry potter. you're not even a total fan. you don't even own the 6 books. you don't own any of them. you're just liking it because majority of the world does. you don't even know half of the story, you probably won't even know what's happening. watched the first two movies? i totally doubt it!
you're just a total fako, a total poseur that's trying to hard. HELLO. stop trying so hard to fit in, when you very well know you can't. you think you're all that and almighty. REALITY CHECK. i know people who hate you, i know people who adore you, and those who adore you, just have no brains and no eyes, even though God gave them.
if we end up in the same class, i'll be in denial for the whole two years til we graduate.
21:26
today was a happy happy day! well most of it i guess.
the part when i was at home, is just boring, so i'll scratch that.
joyce smsed me saying that she'll be at the library before cell. so yupp, bathed, then met her there. i know it's a library, and you're supposed to be really SHUSH. but i think we made quite a lot of noise. teehees. freaking out over certain senteces of books. and sky high-ing all the way. ((: went for cell at 3pm. hoho. certain books, we borrowed the same thing. i couldn't find studying boys. grr. i want that book. i want to read it again. i know it was nice, thus, i need to refresh my memory. joyce just returned it, so i thought maybe wait for next week lor. so borrowed 6 books. joyce borrowed the 2 that i borrowed. hahas.
okay, cell was OKAY. played bluff. teehees. shared worries. and planned on cell outing to sentosa. next friday. i want a cd player. somebody bring la! ): i'll supply the cds. and we can have Christian ones too, by the people who are shaking the planet! whoohoos! mm? 26nov, another congre meeting. and it's probably at tc la. ): i'm not gonna travel all the way to the east. i stay in the west for God's sake! >< but with jiarong around, like i said, no choice. hahaha.
youth service. OH MY! totally power worship! okay, new song, not really a fan of it. but hey. RUNNING AFTER YOU, KING OF MAJESTY, MAJESTY (HERE I AM). it's like a concert la. total big fan of running after You right now. loving the people who shake the planet! (: i love the cheem way. hahas. PLANETSHAKERS. (: but seriously, i think worship is awesome! imagine, when we're at the expo, WHOOSH. perfecto! really concert like! (:
dinner. chicken rice. yummy yummy. (: library-ed AGAIN after that. once again, the noisiest people there. hahah. borrowed another 8 books. grins. joyce borrowed another 7. hahaha. we're the nerds, the bookworms. whatever you wanna call us. we stay up late into the night, even though parents ask us to go to sleep. and we read and read and read. (: major holiday transformation huh. :D wahaha. library had some pretty interesting people. winks. hahaha. but i was more focused on books to borrow. hahas. once again, there are certain books that me and joyce borrowed the same. kelly was stuck to her angel books. whee! 14 books. and three weeks. lol. they'll be done with in 2 weeks time, or less. hahaha. went kfc after that. sat down and read. and ate some of kelly's popcorn chicken. left for home, parents picked me up.
i need a drink right now, thirsty larr. ><
i feel i have something on tmr, but i can't remember what. sigh. i'm becoming really absentminded. i think. hahaha. maybe all the late night sleep is getting to me. i'm starting to get panda eyes. ):
next week ;
monday: streaming results, new books, tuition (i haven't done my hmwk yet la, maybe that's the thing i have on tmr)
tuesday: british council streaming test.
wednesday: tuition.
thursday: free free day! (: no harry potter please, i want to watch lost! 2nd last episode alrights. no no.
friday: cell outing.
oh my. then when am i gonna watch harry potter? the following week? how can?! rawwh. suddenly, i can't wait for the movie. i'm dying to watch it. sigh. i guess the following week, before or after camp? ooh. how about the friday after camp. haha. i'm like some weirdo talking to myself while typing. -.-'
i'm off.
21:15
towned with zhihui today.
yoshi for lunch. bought movie tickets. couple seat? -piack. went to maameemoo. hehehe. bought the cute cute ripples slippers. zhihui bought the red stripy one. i bought the brown one. (: i think the white one was sweet though. really simple and sweet. almost bought the bright orange? hahaha. the green was nice, but just doesn't look nice on feet. the white's nice! oh wells. :D
walked to heeren. in search of what ed hardy has in store. LOL. nothing much really. went hmv before that. looking for the click five cd. i found it alright. but $39? THIRTY NINE?! i'd rather buy sky high dvd! which i will. most probably vcd la. but haha. okay. went to flash and splash. almost bought that pencil case, but zhihui said quiksilver one had a nicer one? went new urban male. havainas?
went paragon. quiksilver. erm. the pencil case just wasn't there. ): hms. walked over to roxy, but nothing there anyways.
went lucky plaza. zhihui payed bills. couldn't find 8days. ): i think i must have been blind.
wisma. went topshop. then flesh imp. i didn't expect to come out with another bag la. bought this shirt. okay, it's tight fitting, breathable space. but you'll probably catch me in this rather than the black topshop one i bought a month ago. i haven't even worn that yet. then went flash n splash, nothing nice, except that brown quiksilver bag, i swear, it's hanging there, waiting for me to buy it. surfbabe. nice paul frank watch. $129. ):
walked back to cine. bought popcorn and drinks. and movie time! i think i was making a lot of noise during the movie la. but it's TOTALLY AWESOME. i love sky high! ((((: really had to go to the toilet after that. it's just a normal procedure. hahaha.
went back to heeren to buy that ripcurl pencil case. thank you very much, sir. (:
walked to taka. bought gogo sausages. cheese balls. yummy. (: i think the black pepper one is too spicy. teehees. went to the better toy shop. it's so cute okay. (: the ty bears. oh my. i love! had to leave la, zhihui sent me to the mrt station. xiexie! (:
reached home at 7pm. at least no one said anything about me spending money on useless things. although, they did say that the way i'm spending, no surprise that i'm broke. hehh.
bathed.
picked mom up from work.
went redhill for dinner. nice place, should go there after church instead of boring old bukit merah.
cell meeting tmr. don't know if i should go earlier? cos then i gotta carry a guitar. don't think i'll go la. yeahs. hopefully somebody turns up, don't want jiarong sitting there for half an hour for nothing. maybe i'll drop her an sms later. mm. church, hopefully there's some totally cool song playing. but seeing.. will just bring my totally HYPERRR spirits down down down. ):
library-ing after that. return books. no borrow. TSK. probably the following week la. or maybe i'll borrow another two. it won't hurt right? teehees.
I WANNA GO WATCH SKY HIGH AGAIN!
but.. will my parents allow? it really depends. COS I'M B-R-O-K-E. yupp. $2.05. ):
but i really want to!
cos there's you.
I'M...
SKY HIGH CRAZY.
HARRY POTTER CRAZY.
SHOPPING CRAZY.
THE CLICK FIVE CRAZY.
i'm 50% in love with orange. 30% in love with brown. 20% in love with green. (:
22:10
even listening to the click five can't bring my spirits up?
what the bloody hell is wrong with me.
i want to go back in time.
i'm in the mood for writing a song right now. i seem to have given up on that for long long time. ever since exams came. then now, it's the romance novels. sigh. i'm lacking something. and i need that something filled. i need something someone anything. i need you. OKAY. that didn't come out right.
created this really cool background. thought i could put it as my background for the blog. but it doesn't bloody hell work. something's locked. and i can't figure out what. yep. that's the reason why the borders are still HOTPINK. it would have been white by now. or at least some other colour. i'm dampening my spirits. it's worse.
there's so much things i want to say. but i can't seem to form a proper sentence anymore.
right now, i wish to just enjoy life. kick the school books away. kick the tuitions away. kick everything away. and PLAY PLAY PLAY. it's not the right thing, but i need that freedom right now. ):
oh well. maybe the online fics will help. cos the romance novel i'm reading right now, is just not comparable to putting boys on the ledge. ):
i'm telling you, i think i'm a bookworm.
i'm a depressed little girl.
i need that special something.
21:23
it's weird. everything seems to be spinning around me, like i'm stuck in a huge whirlwind.
I COME IN PEACE. (no idea where that came from)
putting boys on the ledge is the most awesome book i've read. (:
it's totally perfect. and oh so totally sweet.
how i wish my life was like that.
putting boys on the ledge by stephie davis.
SKY HIGH TMR. (:
i'm gonna buy a new pencil case.
and my long awaited trip to yoshi for lunch.
and erm. who knows what else..
i'll make you jealous.
20:18
i don't know why. all my memories start flooding back. it's just. i know that my primary six life could have been different. it could have been better. if only i made the right choice. i know i made a left, when i should have made a right. sigh. but everything's just gone, it's the past, you can't go back. sometimes, i just wish it'll be the year 2003 again. and then i'll just wish that THAT never happened. anything to do with you ever happened. and i wish.. HOW I JUST WISH. it'll be perfect. but i'm thankful for school and friends. but sometimes, I JUST WISH.
15:52
it's weird, no one's saying anything. no one's voicing out their innermost feelings. some people want it so bad. yet some just want to throw away the memories. everyone has their reasons right? so why do i feel so hating?
last night, read finished the longest book i ever read. second to harry potter of course. slept at 1+ just because of that book. THE TRUTH ABOUT FOREVER. sure, it may seem boring, but OH MY, it's super saddening. and yet super sweet in the end. certain parts are just too lengthy. but it's still nice. happy ending, the chapter before that was super sad. i cried, and it made my blocked nose even worse. -.-' but at least it was a happy ending. (:
reading the 3rd book now, between you and me, it's pretty okay. seems fine so far. i really turned bookworm-ish already la. just becuase of one trip to the library with dear joyce, and it ends up like that? yeah, and started HRBC? gosh, wonder who will join. i think i won't be able to make it to the library this weekend. teehees. probably the next. oh my. the library is gonna be my new found love. -.-'
I SCREAM ICE CREAM. i wish. I SCREAM 'BOOKWORM'. ): not entirely a bad thing, but it's me, i don't read, I'M LAZY. RAWWH.
it looks like it's gonna rain in the southwest. hope the east is doing fine. don't want it to rain on the UG people there. they're definitely having fun, i sort of saw what was being planned out. oh wells. this is not entirely a bad thing either, being stuck at home.
JOYCE ; i read finished the anime already. AND OH MY. i cannot wait for next year?! that's way too long! i guess it's back to quizilla. ): let's go to the library this weekend again. HAHAHA.
14:19
I'M HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY.
watching the first parts of gotcha made me HIGH HIGH HIGH. especially the predator thing. saw school people on it. i think that was damn funny la. (x even boys jumped and scream, ask them in person, they'll probably deny it. EGO FREAKS. -.-'
reached school super dee duper early today. listened to TCF. (: and read a book. i think being a bookworm is cool man! (x settled on cheer. whoohoo! originality. (: xiaoxuan didn't come, she wasn't feeling too well. no flag pole. ): anyways, we settled pretty much everything. great job on the flag. EYE CATCHING eh? winks. home after that. wasted stupid precious time in school, i could have gone home earlier la. hmpfs. had bread for lunch. butter and sugar. YAY! before as told by ginger could start, i fell asleep. either it was the drowsy medication, or i was just tired. i'll go for the second one though. i think my dad came down, and said something to me, but i can't remember anything. woke up at 6.30pm, the tv was off, bathed, and watched some more tv. mom came home. went out for dinner. fishball noodles. i'm getting pretty sick of it. ): i wanna go sizzler! i wanna go crystal jade! can't wait for my mom to go on block leave man. then the two of us will go out, and eat, and have high tea and shop. (: but that's not gonna happen til like early december. then she's gonna watch my every move. -.-' and i'm gonna be super bored. RIGHT. she's gonna pull me to the stadium too. that's not entirely a bad thing, but i'm LAZY. ): dad wanted to buy banana to load up on carbo for his marathon thing. -.-' so it was this fruit shop outside prima deli. and the vanilla slice was looking so good. and i told my dad i wanted a chocolate fudge cake. he told my mom, and my mom bought for me lehs! (: i didn't get the vanilla slice in the end. but i got the chocolate fudge cake and mini chocolate eclairs. oh my gosh! now i'm super happy la. even when i'm sick, with cough and phelgm, my mom still bought chocolate for me ah. hahaha. super nice la. it's strange really, they've been treating me really nice slightly before the end of year exams. i wonder, is there a possibility i can get an electric guitar too? right, sure, DREAM. well, i guess, i know the remedy for me if i ever feel down, just get something that'll make me happy, or remove that something. hahaha.
i have a free free day tmr. while my fellow UG members are out under the scorching hot sun at east coast park from 9am - 5pm. i'll be at home, slacking away, courtesy of my mother's letter. (: i'm not feeling too well, so i shouldn't be 'exercising'. perfecto! (:
21:16
sometimes i can think that my mom is hip, cool and funky. but other times, she just gets on my nerves. seriously, i say it's gotta do with growing up. sigh.
tmr's gonna be a bliss. or at least i hope it will. DAMMIT. i've got a report to do on friday's open house. it completely slipped my mind. and wednesday i'm not gonna be there. so i better do it tonight. and NOW. ):
21:48
it's not my fault that i was listening to planetshakers and hillsong cds you know. :D but these songs are just totally cool! not in lyrics itself, but in the music as well. i'm sorry, but ELECTRIC GUITAR! i especially love the rhythm guitar. (: the sound it produces is just totally cool! and yes, i am bored. heheh.
i don't mind moving to expo now, worship is gonna be all POWER! whoohoo! like concert like that ah! totally can't wait. imagine if it were punk rock music! COOL COOL! (: and changi airport, is just an mrt stop away. sakae sushi, burger king, swensen. YUMMY. (: 11december! HERE WEEEEEEEEE COME! now, i'm officially psyched about THE BIG MOVE. whoohoo! (:
HILLSONG ;
-SALVATION IS HERE
God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
i don't care what the world throws at me now
it's gonna be alright
hear the sound of the generations
making loud our freedom song
all in all that the world would know your name
it's gonna be alright
cause i know my God saved the day
and i know His Word never fails
and i know my God made a way for me
salvation is here
salvation is here
savation is here and he lives in me
salvation is here
salvation that died just to set me free
salvation is here
salvation is here and he lives in me
salvation is here
cause you are alive and you live in me
-WHAT THE WORLD WILL NEVER TAKE
with all i'm holding inside
with all my hopes and desires
and all the dreams that i've dreamt
with amm i'm hoping to be
with all that the world will bring
and all that fails to compare
You say You want all of me
i wouldn't have it any other way
i've got a Saviour
and He's living in me
WHOA!
i wanna know
i wanna know You today
You're the best thing that has happened to me
and the world will never take, the world will never take You away
no one could ever take You away
-TELL THE WORLD
don't wanna stand here and shout Your praise
and walk away and forget Your name
i stand for You if that's all i do
cause there is noe that compares to You
and all i want in this lifetime is You
and all i want in this whole world is You
tell the world that Jesus lives
tell the world that
tell the world that
tell the world that He died for them
tell the world that He lives again
no longer i but Christ in me
cause it's the truth that set me free
how could this world be a better place
but by Thy mercy by Thy grace
c'mon c'mon we'll tell the world about you
PLANETSHAKERS ;
-RUNNING AFTER YOU
Your Word is a light on to my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
and even though sometimes Your ways i cannot understand
i'll never walk away because my future's in Your hands
i don't care what people will say
i'm running after You
i won't turn back and go their way
cause i'm running after You
don't matter what may come my way
i'm running after You
it's You i'm following today
cause i'm running after You
-NEED YOU IN MY LIFE
i once was lost but You found me and now i'm free
i need Your power to come and cahnge me
Your Spirit lives in me
i wanna dance for all to see
what compares to Your redeeming Love
what can separate me from Your Love
i need You in my life
i'm never letting go
of all the things You've said
i'm holding on cause you promised me that
You'd never leave
You're always by my side
You'll never let me go
so i'm holding on cause i know that i need You
-EVERYTHING'S CHANGED
you ask me why, why i'm so different
why i'm not the same as everybody else
well something changed, it just happened
when i opened up my heart and let Him in
Jesus cam in, He came into my life
and i know i never felt so good
cause everything's changed, everything is different
everything's changed, everything is different
everything's changed, everything's different
everything's changed, everything's different now
you ask me how, how i can be sure
how i know it's not just something else for fun
cause he's so real, so real in my life
he picked me up and turned my universe around
everything, everything, everything in my life's changed
everything, everything, everything in my life's different
-COME TO PRAISE
when i think of the way that He gave all for me
i just can't stop singing this song that i sing
He is so unbelievable take it from me
His Love is irreplaceable it's all that i need
for everything that He's done in me
all i wanna do is just praise Him (EVERYBODY)
i don't know what you've come to do
i've come to Praise Him, Praise Him, Priase Him
it's just plain to see that when i'm praising Him
i can't contain it, i can't hold it in
-PERFECT DAY
looking back over my life
i can see some changes
that You alone have brought
everything became so clear
at the moment
that you came in my life
it was as if i'd seen for the first time
and suddenly i felt like i could breathe
what a perfect day
what a perfect day
what a perfect day when you came into my life
-OPEN UP THE GATES
we come into this Holy Place
to bring a sacrifice of praise
bow down before You and seek Your face
we sing of the mighty things You've done
cry out to You "let Your will be done"
tell all the world You're the Holy One
hear the shouts of praise
as they're rising up to You
come and fill this place
as we bring glory to Your Name
open up the gates and let the
King of Glory in
fill this house with praises as we
lift our hands and worship You
open up the doors and let Your Glory fill the earth
King of Heaven we dance before Your throne
King of Heaven come and
take Your place
dwell among us as we
seek Your face
-RESCUE ME
when i'm alone the world is
such a different place
sometime's it's hard to keep
the smile upon my face
it seems like i try so hard and
still i let you down
it's taken so long but now there's
one thing that i've found
when everything starts crashing down
when i know falls to the ground
when darkness comes and i can't see
You're always there to rescue me
just when i think that i have got it figured out
You open my eyes and let me
see that there's no doubt
that You've got it all within the
power of Your Hand
it seems like the more i know the
less i understand
when all my strength has turned to fear
when i wonder if you're near
when i don't know how to break free
you're always there to rescue me
i wonder if i'll
make it through this darkest night
i need to know Your strength in me
gonna win this fight
i'm reaching out won't You
take my hand show me the light
i know You're by my side
-MY PASSION
i gaze into Your glorious light
i know You're with me day and night
and now i want to praise Your Name
there's nothing else that i want more
than just to look on You in awe
i sense Your Spirit set me to move
i know Your love it never ends
i know Your powed gives me strength
i know somehow i'll nver be the same
it's Your Grace
that brought me freedom to praise
and glorify Your Name
my passion is to worship You
it's Your Love
a sacrifive to give
eternal life i praise
You Lord and glorify Your Name
-EVERYTHING TO ME
when i feel down i look to You
when i feel low Your Words ring me true
it's not by might or in my strength
but it's by Your Spirit moving in my life
cos God You are my life
i will priase You
You're everything to me
I'll live for you
You're the reason that i sing
i won't go back to the way it used to be
cos i've found You and You're everything to me
at times when i look down and all i see is
sinking sand
i'm thankful for it's You the solid rock on
which i stand
15:23
blocked nose. RAWWH.
i. can't. breathe.
chinese tuition today. jiarong's book was tempting. yupp yupp. music scores of jay chou's and david tao's music. oh my gosh. i want please! bussed to and from tuition. i don't like. the ride is uberly long. YAWN. and my discman just wasn't working. i charged my batteries, and i never used it, i guess it just died out. maybe i'll get an ipod for christmas. teehees. okay okay, i just want money, so i can save, and then go buy something. like that brown colour quiksilver bag. teehees.
pre camp meeting tmr. sigh. i can never lead i tell you. cos when i do, i get stressed, and when i get stressed, it ain't a pretty sight. well, just hope that all goes well then, if they cooperate. thinking about everything just makes me even more stressed up.
joyce ; i told you 'studying boys' was nice. (: to all the other people - it's a book, not an activity. -.-'
15:08
i've officially caught the flu. runny nose, a little bit of sore throat still, and slight cough. OOH. that may mean that i won't be able to go on wednesday. cos i've the flu. and i should be staying at home and resting, instead of being under the hot sun at east coast park. now friday.. THAT'S AN EXCEPTION.
the internet is runing so so so S-L-O-W-L-Y.
i wonder, izzit just me, or is the words getting tiny. hahahaha.
nothing today la. seems like i'm not talking to my dad man. all because of yesterday night? i swear, if that is true, i'll whack her head. yes, HER. -crash. mom must have dropped something. SIGH.
busy week ahead.
monday: tuition
tuesday: pre camp meeting
wednesday: UG outing
thursday: tuition
friday: SKY HIGH
PSST!
you know, i don't mind ___, since your friend bailed on you.
TEEHEES. :D
but too bad, i've already got plans.
15:05
THE RING BOY IS MINE.
JOYCE CAN'T HAVE HIM. COS I SAW HIM FIRST.
YOU CAN HAVE THE LITTLE BOY IN FRONT OF US. HMPFS.
no hate posts today. it's just utterly depressing.
yesterday was yesterday. so there's nothing to say.
all i can say, it was open house. i went to the doctor's. and got medication. cos i had a sore throat. now it's running nose. -sniff.
today. woke up earlier than usual. hahah. yes, 10+ is considered early. even my mom said so.
went for breakfast.
came home. bathed.
out of the house at 1pm. i'm sorry i had trouble walking la. trust me, i had been told many times to walk more femininely.
wedding was pretty okay. the cute little girl in front of us was uberly cute! refershments were yummy. especially the cakes. hahaha.
took the bus, had to walk a long way. my feet hurt. ):
RUNNING AFTER YOU! AWESOME! ((:
dinner, kfc, GREAT. i swear, i'm not eating fast food anymore. except for yoshinoya. TEEHEES. :D
library time. (:
hopeless romantic's bookworm club. (:
founders: joyce and me.
borrowed 7 books.
went to 7eleven. bought lime magazine. just cos daniel radcliffe was on the cover. TEEHEES. :D
there goes $3 which i could happily save.
i'm glad you did.
at least i know we're still close.
(:
22:08
post and post like no life like that.
i seriously seriously love the stories on quizilla la. some, not all. but still!
-faints*
i don't wanna go school tmr.
i think i'm coming down with a sore throat. teehees.
aiya. what open house crap. in full uniform can? stuffy like hell la. RAWWH.
17:56
AWESOME!
just read stories under narcoticglitter. it's super SWEET. (: okay okay, so what if it's draco malfoy kinda fanfics. TEEHEES. it's still sweet la. no one updated. ): every one month, probably one update or two. sigh. it's the holidays, people like me get bored, and when people like me get bored, we go to quizilla to read fanfics and stories and stuff. HAHAHA.
you still don't wanna talk to me la!
WHY!
i swear you'll make me cry. but i almost did.
next time i see you, i'm gonna act as if we don't know each other, COMPLETE STRANGERS.
IDIOT.
16:14
WHOOHOO!
parents went for cell meeting. so i'm stuck at home. with the beloved computer! and you know how boring it can get on the computer, so it's quizilla time. i love stories! read read read and waste time.
i don't wanna join them for dinner tonight. hmpfs.
i want to stay at home and watch tv.
9pm, table for 3. okay, so i don't really watch it, it's quite okay la, but today, i have to watch! there's joshua ang! HAHAHA.
10pm, it's lost la! how can don't watch!
i don't want to go school tmr.
15:04
you don't wanna talk to me right? FINE.
i'll just go along by like nothing ever happened.
everything we had together, all the chats, all the together time, it all just disappear down the drain. what the hell did i do la? you found out that secret? i thought you were nice, i thought you wouldn't care. perhaps you did, and now you're avoiding me.
or am i just overreacting, taking things the wrong way?
but all i know, is that things are never EVER gonna be the same, as how it was, ever again.
i have a strong feeling, that our friendship, ends, here. ):
was super pissed in the morning. you weren't blind. i know you saw, but you just didn't bother la. FINE.
sphere was okay la. the old people only wanted the gifts we brought. sigh.
lunched. a slurpee, and mashed potato. courtesy of 7eleven. had a fruit punch after that. lol.
training was alright. camping details are out. SIGH. more bonding than training. PERFECTO. (:
had chin chow with rainbow jelly. YUM. i like. friday, i want some more! (:
went for tuition. was quite alright. i was super sleepy. bussed home.
watched tv, bathed, watched tv. picked mom. fell asleep before reaching. woke up, wondered where were we, was my mom in the car already? hahaha.
went imm for dinner. boring. yong tau foo, the soup, so much lard okay. i can't taste it, but i can tell. it's either lard or msg, same thing. it made me super thirsty, i still am.
went giant hypermarket! hahaha. OOH. magnum icecream! yogurt! i wanted yakult, next time la. hahaha. WHEE! (: there's jelly too. SWEET. (:
nothing on tmr! gosh! boring day. -.-' hm. i'm planning on drinking blackcurrent tea tmr morning, i love the smell, and taste. TEEHEES.
22:30
WHERE ARE YOU ; NATALIE (:
I know you're out there baby
Somewhere . .
There's someone out there for me (I know there's somebody out there)
I know she's waiting so patiently
Can you tell her name (Won't somebody tell me her name)
This lifelong search is going to drive me insane (That's right)
How does she laugh, how does she cry
Whats the color of her eyes
Does she even realize, I'm here
Where is she, where is she, where is she
Where is this beautiful girl
Who is she, who is she
Who's going to complete my world
Where is she, where is she, where is she
Where is this beautiful girl
Who is she, who is she
Who's going to complete my world
Da da da da da
Where are you . . .
I'm staring out at the sky (I see you baby)
Praying he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams (I'm right here) yeah yeah
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh, how does he cry
Whats the color of his eyes
Does he even realize, I'm here
Where is he, where is he, where is he
Where is this beautiful guy
Who is he, who is he
Who's going to take me so high
Where is he, where is he, where is he
Where is this beautiful guy
Who is he, who is he
Who's going to take me so high Lalalaa(Where are you)
There's someone out there for me (There's someone out there for me)
I know she's waiting so patiently (so patiently)
Can you tell me her name (can you tell me his name)
This lifelong search is going to drive me insane; Thats right
How does he laugh, how does he cry
Whats the color of his eyes
Does he even realize, I'm here
Where is she, where is she, where is she
Where is this beautiful girl
Who is she, who is she
Who's going to complete my world
Where is he, where is he, where is he
Where is this beautiful guy
Who is he, who is he
Who's going to take me so high
Lalalaalalaa
I know you're out there
Lalalaalalaa
Where are you
I'm going to look all over the world baby
Because I know you're out there
I know it might sound crazy but I think I love you
Lalalaalalaa
Where are you
23:15
i feel bloated. i don't like.
had really spicy food for dinner last night. bbq stuff at AV. i love. but not anymore. it's so oily. they use ghee. yuck. and suddenly, i'm all allergic to oily food. makes me feel like puking. i prefer my mom's cooking. although tasteless sometimes, it's oil and fat free. and salt free, sadly. but, sodium's bad for your health. so mhm. i'm glad my mom cooks. but not often la. it's like, she's always busy at work, then we'll have late dinner, outside. rarr! put on weight only. ):
i'm sorry joyce, but jane eyre is boring. you know what kind i'm looking for, winks. hahaha. let's go borrow another book. and be bookworms! (:
went shopping for the outfit for this saturday's wedding reception. yupp. got what i needed. but you have no idea how annoying it is, searching for it. went to taka, nothing there. went country road, nothing there. went mango, nothing there. -break- delifrance for tea. iced mocha. YUM. (: saw michelle, my cousin there. job interview tmr. all the best! she's like 27. i'm like 14. haha, yupp, youngest of my generation. YIKES. second youngest is like 20. okay. walked to specialists' centre. went to some factory outlet thing. okay, nice skirts, but too short, as in, for the event. irritating one can. hmpfs. john little, nothing there. walked across, centrepoint. esprit, nothing there. robinsons, nothing there. i did try this one skirt, didn't look nice. but i loved the fitting rooms. SO PRETTY. carpeted flooring. (: there's a chair inside. (: and there's mirrors all around! ((: hahaha. then, walked to OG. so i finally bought what i wanted, at the least expected place. aiya. got something to wear can already la. but it's quite okay la, the outfit. a little bit too mature though. it's life, being inbetween, a teenager. you can't wear the adults, it's too adult-ish. you can't wear the kids, that so child-ish.
i'm all geared up for this weekend. if i had one wish, i'd wish that the 6 obvious scars on my legs would disappear. sigh. it's what you get for scratching a mosquito bite, with my kinda skin pigmentation thingy, that takes uber long to go away. REGRET LA. hmpfs. i don't think i can stand heels really. it's too heel-ish. i'm rather picky right?
shopping really makes time fly. hm. went over to anita's place after that. she's tall alright. didn't talk. just sat there, eat, watch tv and stone. SIGH. after ten years of being friends, it all goes down the drain? it was another round of spicy food. i like the rice. hahaha. colourful colourful. teehee. ooh. i like the drink too. fruit cocktail drink. (: with rose syrup, orange syrup, coke, ice cream soda, fruit cocktail. YUMMY. (:
sphere tmr. ):
training tmr. HEHH.
tuition tmr. HEHH.
it's no holiday just as yet. i can't wait for december to come. i'm scaring myself with spooky stories before camp. ):
after the holidays. i wanna lose one dress size, along with all the flabs. DETERMINATION. you have no idea how much will power it will take to make that happen.
dreams don't always come true. not all of them do. some may come true. but not everybody's dream/s would. you can wish all you want, but if it's not meant to be, it just isn't. hm?
22:52
Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins
Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots
Girl time. (n) A bonding ritual essential to females and indescribable to males, characterized by unmitigated chatter, sudden bursts of laughter, endless supplies of tissues, and chocolates.
- And the record keeps playing the same old song